You know we have all felt it,the look the excitement the feeling that you believe could carry you to the next life? You just know its love, the moment you give birth to that beautiful child, when you first fall in love, when your dreams are as big as your ego maybe bigger. We have all been their, we have all felt that rush when you love more then all the stars in all the heavens and back again. That's how I felt with the birth of each of my children, and the people that I love, well they are endless like the stars. I have a best friend whom other then my husband I know I want to grow old with, I have parents whom I council with daily for there wisdom and love, siblings (which includes a cousin who was raised as my sister) who I don't always get but I love just the same. I have ex -husbands whom the love has changed but it is still there and grows, friends, family, coworkers, people I care for and people I have met along the way that touch my life like the shooting star that is rare but always constant.
Its the conception of all thing good that keep me going at times, especially now with the economy bringing out the worst in people (not that it effects me much, you know when your poor anyways the economy stays much the same). I do always try and remember the good that surrounds me and not the evil that seems to want to drag my faith down along with my happiness. Just like the love in my life evil surrounds me and does it in many forms, my husbands ex wife and her hateful family (they will be an entry for another time) people who pretend to have your best interest in mind, banks, creditors, the endless parade of people that come into your life and go. It can almost be over whelming the amount of people who would rather do you harm then good.
So remembering your constants, your STARS as it may be is what keeps me moving toward my end goal. Its the biggest game ever played LIFE and staying positive and remembering to love rather then hate, to give rather then take is when we will score our points and take away the prize what is that prize? Well for me its an endless happiness of loving the ride and the people in it "more than all the stars in all the heavens and back again."
Its the conception of all thing good that keep me going at times, especially now with the economy bringing out the worst in people (not that it effects me much, you know when your poor anyways the economy stays much the same). I do always try and remember the good that surrounds me and not the evil that seems to want to drag my faith down along with my happiness. Just like the love in my life evil surrounds me and does it in many forms, my husbands ex wife and her hateful family (they will be an entry for another time) people who pretend to have your best interest in mind, banks, creditors, the endless parade of people that come into your life and go. It can almost be over whelming the amount of people who would rather do you harm then good.
So remembering your constants, your STARS as it may be is what keeps me moving toward my end goal. Its the biggest game ever played LIFE and staying positive and remembering to love rather then hate, to give rather then take is when we will score our points and take away the prize what is that prize? Well for me its an endless happiness of loving the ride and the people in it "more than all the stars in all the heavens and back again."
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